My thought
Saturday, July 29th, 2006July 29, 2006
19.29
For us mere mortals, nothing will ever be enough. Am saying this based on my personal experience you know… 
<Now I am listening to… "You always wanted what you haven’t got" by Lighthouse Family>
Anyway, July is a month to remember. This is the month where I made mistakes, enjoyed them and then trying really hard to fix them.
Aaah, the mistakes that we make…..
Who can say a a mistake never should never have happen? I mean, since you never know what will happen afterwards, it is possible that a mistake could actually lead to something wonderful. Wouldn’t it?
An episode of my life ended. A new one begins.
It is sad for me to know that there are paths that offers exciting and endess possibilities out there that you just can’t afford to venture because I am rooted down with my limitations.
I wish I can be free of all that! I wanna be able to decide based on my needs. Not because of the needs of others, even though dear to me.
How many times already I have let a chance go by without capturing it?
How many times have dissapointment filled my chest?
How many times have I left myself down at the end?
I don’t want it no more!
….
Again. My senses is coming back to me. Reminding me of the reasons why I have to make those sacrifices.
Now, I just wanted to let my life flow as it is.
Now, I want to believe that there is a destination for me. A place where I am meant to be. A place where I can be happy.
Nobody knows whether it actually exist. But all I can do is hope….
